Well, tomorrow I am going to KS to visit family.  My older two are already there, so it is just me, and my younger three.  I am driving and it is going to be a long drive indeed with my 6 month old.  Noach is going to stay and pack and move everything to our new house, he is so good to me.  I am happy I do not have to stay and move.  It is a last minute move.  Our landlord is moving out of state and wants to put the house on the market before he moves.  It came at an opportune time, for a house we really wanted opened up at the same time.  We never took the other house before, because we did not want to break the lease.  Praise God for my husband and for our new home...  I can't wait to see Baruch and Moshe, my older boys.  They went to KS three weeks ago, spent one week with Noach's mom hunting diamonds in a diamond mine and then two weeks with my mom.  I miss them terribly bad.  I am excited to see most of my family. 

So you may have noticed my logs have been taken down.  Legal stuff, my husband was arrested.  Child protection services came to visit me today also.  They said my boys are very well behaved, I am running my home well, and things are fine.  So who reported us and what were the accusations?  The accusations were my husband is doing heroine, he choked me, and something else I cannot remember.  Who reported it?  Not sure.  Either my nanny, my sister in law, or my other sister in law.  I am really trying to hold onto the fact that in my obedience to the Lord, he is going to do a mighty work through all this.  It is so hard.  I miss my husband, I am needing a vacation, I am needing money.  My church is helping to pay some bills.  My worries are toilet paper, laundry soap, ect...  I am trying not to worry, I know one way or another, God will provide.  He knows my needs.  I am just trying to rejoice in all that is going on.  I praise God for what he is doing in my life.  He will be glorified from all this in the end.  Pray for my family.  Oh and today, I dropped my only phone in the toilet.  It was a cell phone, but now I have no way to communicate with anyone.  Oh Lord God most high, please have mercy on me...